maybe it's true =')

What am I doing?

The wrong things?

Yes

The stupid one.

Whatever i did just only stupid things

What can i did?

What i did correct?

The only wrong one.

I never satisfy you.

I always just cause dance and game and let you alone.

My wrong.

I'm the wrong one.

Whatever i say just a knife that hurt you.

Yesterday is you want me to try the feeling of alone.

Thx.

I hope it will be everyday to me =')

I hope that the road is i'm the one who walk alone again...

Don't ever say you didn't

Don't ever say I didn't

Don't ever say I emo again =')

The end of friendship??

There is no more my name in this friendship list.

I'm the only stranger who should leave.

I remember how the life's I get

***

I'm the WORST one !

I'm the WRONG one in you all !!

I'm the one who DESTROY you all !!!

I'm the only who should LEAVE you all !!!!

The one who SPOIL everything of you all !!!!!

I'm the one who is always BLAMING you all !!!!!!

I'm the only one who let you all SAD, MOODY, ANGRY !!!!!!!

I'm the one who SEPERATE you all friends in other class !!!!!!!!

I'm the one who always ACCUSE you all WRONG in anythings !!!!!!!!!
I'm the one who should be HATE in this class 3A3,CAN ACCEPT ?!!!!!!!!!

Thx for your good status, Shan~

"We r always the wrong 1...."

No matter how much you all do...

you all never remember what you all say to me last time forever!!

Are there any memory in your mind?

What friendship is?

What am I between all of you?

Are there a place for me to join?

Are there a chance for me to explain?

Are there a time for me to change?

NO

Here is what I want to say...

2-5-2010

A message from W.Qi.

"After saw your facebook...Your friends did not say don't want you...

Having history project, we didn't ask you to join because you are to good with CHUAH MEI WEI them...

We are so scared that our project will loss as last year...

Althought, we don't know was who give that project...

If you still believe, then please don't hide yourself anymore...We also don't know want to talk what with you...Maybe you very hate us~

Last year class 2A3 is almost finished..."

Times for me to ask...

Does this Message you sent to me, you still remember??

Are you?

Maybe not...

But then, do you know what this message gives me?

Ift gives me happiness & smiles...

Does this message still work ??

Maybe the answer is not...

Because you all are thinking me I'm the one stranger in this FRIENDSHIP.

Maybe, you all are thinking I'm the one who betray you all...

I'm dumb to everything...

This is the first one...

Here comes the second...

4-5-2010

8 message from Shan...

1st

"Are you having something in your heart this few days??

I felt that you are not happy =="

2nd,

"If we talk to you, will you talk back to us as lst time?"

3rd,

"I really hope that we will be back as last time. Study together. Have project together."

4th,

"Then, I say the truth..I felt that you should not be so emo...Actually you had a lot of friends...The only is you felt that yourself didn't have =="

5th,

"Ok then. All are our wrongs...I just want to know...How can we be back as lasst time?"

6th,

"Are you unlike all of us?"

7th,

"Do you really don't need us anymore?"

8th

"If you don't need us anymore, it's ok...but then you have to remember we are your friends forever...Forever..."

Shan, all the message on top are lies of you or the sincere of you want to say?

Do you still remember it?

The answer is NO again, right?

Those message are not work anymore again, right?

The 8th MESSAGE is not the one that will work for now and forever.

Am I right?

All of this message...

They are my memories...

They give me memory...

How the life's of our friendship go...

But now??

The friendship is the end of us ??

I just want to know the answers...

YES or NO??

For this friendship,

Last time, i cried for it for a lots of time...

For now, I am crying to types all...

What for?

I don't want to loss anyone of Friends that I had...

But

I'm am feeling so stupid to myself.

Why am I doing those things?

Begging?

Or finding?

I don't know.

I just know,

Today(11-11-2010), I saw all of you angrying me on dancing in class...

The moment, I felt that I had did a huge wrong...Serious wrong...

All of you are staring us...Angrying us...Felt that we are annoying....

Maybe it was the truth...

Everyone felt I'm annoy also...

I saw all of you kept the uno and return back to Angel Low

I heard you all are scolding...

I know that I'm the wrong one who ask for dance...

I'm the wrong one...

3 boys go out class, one of the three back to class and took his bag angrily...

I saw it by my own.

Don't you say that it just my wrong feelings...

??3A3??

Is it the class of mine?

They are still classmates?

They are still my friends?

I don't know...

Sorry...all are just the stubborn of me...

Being the destroyer in this class.

Doing stupid in this class.

I'm the only WRONG~

If I can Back to Last time ......

If I Can Back To Last Time,

I hope that I'm the one who not destroy this class.

I felt that the present of me had destroy the happiness of this class.

I felt that I'm the one let this class pupil cry the most.

I felt that there is a lot hate me because of my style, attitude.

I'm the one who let everyone felt annoy in this year.

This class really because of me and be seperate into groups...

I'm so lousy.

There is nothing.

Just cause of me, everyone sad

Just cause of me, everyone mad

Just cause of me, everyone emo

Just cause of me, everyone hate someone.

Just cause of me,

Fault are everywhere.

If I Can Back To Last Time,

I might choose to be at another place.

The place might cause us not to meet.

Maybe the appear of me,

The sadness come more and more...

If I Can Back To Last Time,

I wan back what i had last year 2A3.

But the most I want it.

The more I lost it.

Is it what I should get?

The smile that I might get from you all...

Lost it ...

there is no more smile to me.

Why?

Why should all of you did this to me?

Is it what you all want?

appreciate friendship that i have?

yup, i did it.

But you all are not!!

You all had reject me!!

I'm not the one of the gang !!

I realise it!

You all not chatting with me.

You all not going out with me.

Even just a party.

Everytime, I just told myself.

"They just forget me suddenly, they actually din forget me."

But I noe that,

this comfort just for myself a while.

There won't be longer...

Finally,

I lose myself.

I'm emo again.

I'm mad again.

So, pls dun say I'm blaming.

I'm just cause of you all..

Sorry.

I'm just telling the truth.

If I Can Back To Last Time...