It isn't make sense when u walking around that.
I can't feel myself doing thing after all.
I'm feeling nothing there.
I doubt myself for a lot of times.
I doubt myself on doing everything.
I'm asking myself.
what had i done...
I did to get myself back but i'm sorry.
I duno what to talk to you all.
especially my camp babies.
I didn't know what to talk to you all.
I asked myself this everytime when i looking at my phone.
I didn't know what to talk to you all.
I hesitate for more than twice only i get to know what i have to reply.
I felt empty...
this time i doubt myself when being a facis.
I did everything and feel so wrong.
The camp eve, i get scolded and i was wrong.
I get doubt by ppl.
talking to the only and 1st time facis from tpg with me to the ipoh and he just acting cool to me on me for the whole journey.
listening to music and act as ignore.
think that everything is right .
FINE.
I knew you'll get a lot ppl like as your look are better than me.
I can't feel myself doing thing after all.
I'm feeling nothing there.
I doubt myself for a lot of times.
I doubt myself on doing everything.
I'm asking myself.
what had i done...
I did to get myself back but i'm sorry.
I duno what to talk to you all.
especially my camp babies.
I didn't know what to talk to you all.
I asked myself this everytime when i looking at my phone.
I didn't know what to talk to you all.
I hesitate for more than twice only i get to know what i have to reply.
I felt empty...
this time i doubt myself when being a facis.
I did everything and feel so wrong.
The camp eve, i get scolded and i was wrong.
I get doubt by ppl.
talking to the only and 1st time facis from tpg with me to the ipoh and he just acting cool to me on me for the whole journey.
listening to music and act as ignore.
think that everything is right .
FINE.
I knew you'll get a lot ppl like as your look are better than me.
hmmm....
I knew i'm not that good.
that's why i didn't knew what to do anymore.
A dot.
It is the same like me standing there doing nth.
It is same like me not going anywhere.
It is same like me not getting any improvement.
It is same like me not talking to anyone when i'm almost to get out of the range.
and i'm just a dot who can be bother or not =']
I'm feeling of afraid and alone when i'm there to meet u all.
I reli didnt know what to talk with you all.
I knew i'm not that good.
that's why i didn't knew what to do anymore.
A dot.
It is the same like me standing there doing nth.
It is same like me not going anywhere.
It is same like me not getting any improvement.
It is same like me not talking to anyone when i'm almost to get out of the range.
and i'm just a dot who can be bother or not =']
I'm feeling of afraid and alone when i'm there to meet u all.
I reli didnt know what to talk with you all.
I feel so strange when hearing what you all talking bout and i can't join in
It's time to be true and i need to be sincere to u all.
Sorry Kiew.
Sorry M.C.
Sorry Edwin.
Sorry Weng Yue.
Sorry Joey.
Sorry Kevin.
Sorry Eric.
Sorry to almost everyone who are in ipoh....(hardly to list)
I asked myself everytime when shud i went back to Ipoh.
The answer pop up in my mind was NO.
Sorry Kiew.
Sorry M.C.
Sorry Edwin.
Sorry Weng Yue.
Sorry Joey.
Sorry Kevin.
Sorry Eric.
Sorry to almost everyone who are in ipoh....(hardly to list)
I asked myself everytime when shud i went back to Ipoh.
The answer pop up in my mind was NO.
Fear.
Afraid.
Scared.
Frightening.
Alone.
Scary.
This time when I went back, I had take a very brave one.
I decide to back and i decide to be getting myself alert.
I try my best to join into all of you.
But, i feel that i'm so FAIL. Fail, u know ?
Thr is a big gap in between us.
I didnt noe what to say and what can i do.
I have feel so died in myself.
Before that, we are chatting to each other and non-stop.
For now, everything is getting less and less.
If u read this, pls forgive me.
I didn't mean to hurt anyone.
I reli feeling so bad for those days after all.
I can't bear myself from hiding all of this anymore.
Sorry. what can i said again is just sorry.
I didn't mean to be hurting.
I'm just need want someone to listen to me badly.
This time when I went back, I had take a very brave one.
I decide to back and i decide to be getting myself alert.
I try my best to join into all of you.
But, i feel that i'm so FAIL. Fail, u know ?
Thr is a big gap in between us.
I didnt noe what to say and what can i do.
I have feel so died in myself.
Before that, we are chatting to each other and non-stop.
For now, everything is getting less and less.
If u read this, pls forgive me.
I didn't mean to hurt anyone.
I reli feeling so bad for those days after all.
I can't bear myself from hiding all of this anymore.
Sorry. what can i said again is just sorry.
I didn't mean to be hurting.
I'm just need want someone to listen to me badly.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
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