selfishness?

Human are real. Human are truth.
Human either right or wrong.

No one knows what happen next.
Everyone have their own feelings and yea, I am.
Somehow, I refuse myself to feel that.
I don't even wanna feel that (sad, hurt and angry)
what for to do that? Like what people around me keep on reminding "neither you are happy nor not, you still have to live."
Okay. So, I try to make it myself think things positively =)

Human easily get tempered and tension when things come in a sudden and a lot.
Without doubt, i am one of them. Yet, there is no excuses to reject things that you need to finish.
Works given to you, it is your jobs.
Things for team and not for individual.
You can reject the things that I tell you.
However, think it nicely. You are the one who in-charge the subject. So, not your job?
Fine. SELFISHNESS came now.
And so, this call weakness of human.
I am tired of repeating these things to you all.
It never be the things that you all feel important to do.
So, what for to keep you all alert about these?
I live for myself, YOLO. =']
That's the only way u all can be more happy without those reminding thinggy ...
(Y)
No one love people to keep on long-winded around. It's annoying, right?
Same here. So, it never be the thing happen again to you all, okay?/ =)
I'm annoy....Thank you to you all for being so nice and endure me....
and so don't say that i'm selfish when i didn't remind anymore.......

When I Grew Up

Life is your road.
when you fall down, you'll hurt.
you gotta learn to handle it yourself heal it yourself.
Everyone is the same. That's why we growth. =)
No one stay tune in the same.
everyone go through different situation with different background.
It doesn't means who go through the most yet who learn the most.
No one will prepare things for you.
Come on. It's time to be mature and learn things yourself.
You never know how far you can go.
You never know how strong you can stay.
You never know how things come along..
Learn to face while growing.
Growth does not mean changed. Growth means learning things.
Time changed. Yet, we didn't change but growth to a next level -- mature =)
Sorry, if i'm not mature enough in all your eyes.

Who knew? =)

Okay. It's been a month that I didn't post anything here.
Well. No matter what is written here. I just wish that everything gotta be alright. =)

Things happen for reason. Things go on for something.

Hmmmm....
Read something and listened something recently.
Learned something new.
Oh yeah. Don't complain. 

Never complain to anyone else about that anymore.
So, i wrote it here.
So, i learn to look the good side of things no matter what situation i am in.

Further more, i'm not the head of the group so I will not take the decision of the whole group.
I learn to let go the position of deciding. It doesn't mean that i'm not doing things as a assistant.
I'm just leave the chance to let him handle something as a leader.
I tried the feeling before so i'll do things for class when there is a real need. Some how, I knew the assignment week is going on. Everyone will be busying like hell. No one want to get MAD like a bull. So, I just did things for class individually sometimes.
Re-called back. How I did as a leader? Hahaha...
Maybe some people will said I'm tension because I put everything on myself. Some people might said just because I didn't know how to arrange work properly.
By the way, how is he doing now?
Ganti kuliah? He settle with lecture? He called himself? He told everyone?
Count kuliah himself? Reach class earlier than others?
Handle class with care? Always use english/malay to communicate when announce smtg needed?
FINE. I DON'T MIND.
Look back to the PRO.
Yup, everyone live happily now.
Everyone relax now.
No one get angry.

No one get scold.

No one hate him.

No one will scared.
Things seperate properly? Well, for them maybe is yes. For me, nope =)
Sorry, that I can't stand on your side.
Remember, kuliah is important to everyone for sitting exam.

So, I just want to make sure that is correct always.

No one knows what happen next.
No one knows what going next.
No one knows what reaching next.
No one knows what coming next.


As usual, Happy OR Not.
You'll still needa to live.
You'll still needa pass the day.
Why don't just smile?
I should have left out the worries.
Sorry for my rudeness sometimes because i think that is unnecessary question to ask.
Sometimes, that just too common to repeating the things.
everyone here no longer KIDS anymore.
Things prepared for you all but you all keep it in hostel.
Things should have prepared individually but you all keep on asking us to prepare.
Human, wake up please. K.U n P.K.U are still human being but not made of STEEL. =)

4sss~!