It's a hard wall :)

When you know that you're in but it's actually out....
It's about how they get u in but now how you face it.
Actually you're physically in but mentally you're out!
You know that is no longer a place for you to get in anymore.
See. How much you did?
You pay in 100 but you won't totally get back.
How to breakthroughs amd get in?
Human oh human.
Thank you guys.
At least I know which group belongs me :')
Thank you so much.
Trying very hard to join in but know nothing about any single thing.
Trying hard to talk with them but being ignore from time to time.
How am i? I'm fine actually. It's only heart bleeding and pain.
Telling anyone here? Maybe, no. Who to trust here?
It's hard to face like origin.
In here, there is no real, trust and bonding.
By the way, thank you :')
Hurt doesn't mean everything but you know something changing.

The lousy one...

So, as usual we went to class and everything.
and it comes to group assignment.
Why so tired about that?
nope. I'm not anymore cause i'm lousy one.You never knew how strong you are until you being kicked out of list from the group of people that you always trust.
And yea, it's happen to me for sure.
So, it is about numbers of this happening to me in this semester.
Okay. As common, you all will tell me that :" You are good enough to handle this."
So, what can i respond further ?
Accept and Do. No one letting you down =)
They just letting you go, go out of the list of the range they trust you.
Yes. I know I don't have the leadership skill that you all follow.
I know I don't have the power to voice out.
I know I am not the one who always being that hardworking.
I know I am not the one who always being that 'shine'.
So, who am I? o.O?
Ok. Fine =)
This is reality. Accept.