Did Wrong again...

Today ,
E.L ask me something about you...
Because monday you cry in class...
All classmate had seen ...

That moment i don't know at all...
When i went back class,
i only know that...
Because you were lying on table and crying...
that time,
i know that you are sad...
But today i only know the truth you cry...

Today,
W.Ching add me into a conversation and they ask me about something...

Then,I straightly leave the conversation...
Because i don't know how to answer them...



Then,
E.L start a conversation to me...
She ask me what is happening between three of us...
I just answer it...
Then she ask me a permit to give her say something...
i Promise Her...

Then, she ask me why i make you cry...
The moment i saw this question ,
i knew that i had did a mistake again...
I just answer her what i know
Then,she ask me a lot of question about friendship between W.Ching, You , My friends and me...
I know all the answer and steps
but
how i gonna did it again?

No more hopes n confidence for me...
I knew i did wrong...
I can't forget it at all...



Then,
E.L add me into the conversation again...
E.L act as the Judge
W.Ching act as your Deponent
And i act as the Criminal...
We start it...

At last,
We knew all the things...
And E.L leave me and W.Ching a word...

"Better to ask her why tomorrow"

I saw this,
i know that ...
i won't ask you at all...
Because i decide not to bringing you to be sad again...
And i also don't want to see you cry again...



E.L also ask me a question as below...
"Don't you want to be back W.Ching and Shin good friend?"
i get shocked when she ask this ...
i think
I want it...
But i know it is impossible to be back good friend as last time...
Am i right?

A lot of friends want us to be back good friend as last time but i think this time they have to disappointed...
sorry about that...
If can , tomorrow i just want to play whole day with you two , ok?
If don't want , i think nevermind...
Just make your own choice...that's all ~

Shin - fren

If You Think that You Always Say the things same as me
you will be happier then you use it....
You just always think the things that i think out...
And what is good for you own?
Is that the life you really want it?

Don't Always think the things that i think...
Just be the one you are...
That's yourself...
And don't forget that you already promise me you will be happy and not be sad...
But today you break the promise...

I already told you
I dont want you to cry or sad anymore
But today
You let me saw you cry...
The moment i saw you cry,
i know that
I had Failed At All
im not the person that you trust and you will promise...
So,
I think i had to leave you far and far and far...
Because i don't want to see my friend cry again
but you let me lost all my confidence and hopes...
You let me know
I'm not good enough to let a friend trust me...

Whatever ...
Today,
I Failed it
So it let me knew im not suitable to stay with you all anymore...

Now,
I know the next step what should i do ......
Thank you...

Do It What You Want...

Erm...
I think i'm going to give up everything...
No more things is belong to me...
i suppose not to be in this school
because i'm not able to be in this school and this class...

Whatever i did it , always just be wrong...
No matter how i change it but nothing is change too...
always did it wrongly...
always wrong , and wrong , and wrong....
damn it...
nothing is good to me....

H.Shin,
Now i only know what you really want...
you nothing to say with me, right?
yes , that your answer....
Actually ,
i'm not the one you really want it....
Ok ...
I knew it...
However la
i just wish you will have a sweet sweet love with him...
That's all i wanna tell you...

S.Yinn,
Thx for ur comment...
But i already forget how to smile with sincere at all...
How can i be happy again?
Whatever la...
i'm just a pass-by stranger...
but i still can smile ...just a while...
Anyway thx...

Am i going to give up?
Am i going to leave you all?
Am i going to lost all of you?
Am i going to be alone?

FrenZ..........Make your choice...........

That's All...

Why?
Who can tell me why?

I think I'm the worse friend to all of you , right?
erm...I think agree it too...
No more me in the friendship will be better , right?

Because I'm just a destroyer...
I destroy all things ...
I destroy all the things of you all...
I let you all lost your own...

I had nothing to do
And
I had nothing to help also...

Being quiet
Will be good , right?
I don't think so...

arr....
Being alone will be better i think...

Whatever la...
just forget about me
I'm not any member of you all 'family'
because i'm stranger...

However,
forget me will be the best way to you all...
i think it...
Or
I shall leave myself from you all forever?
i think...
...
...
...
...
that's right...

Sorry

What the hell i did it always is wrong.

Now,

i really don't know what i still can do.

I just go out with W.Ching ,then he though im her bf

then he start to stare me from the moment he saw me stand wif her...

Haizz......

Whatever You Like...

W.Ching , i think i won't go out with you again...

I know H.Shin , your mood vrey down because i didnt help you to buy the ticket...

but i really cant go away...

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I think i have done the wrong choice...

But i knew you will angry me , right?

However...

Thats my wrong....

S.Yinn , you very dissapointed , right?

Because i cant help you to find the things you want...

Sorry about that...really sorry...

However ...

I did wrong again...

Haiz...

i know Y.Lei , you already angry about me

Because i always reply you message with a symbol...

Sorry about that...

Anyway...

I did another wrong again...

M.Chee , all of the things i dont want at all

u just keep it back...

i dont want any meal from you

because i know that you won't spend me at all...

Whatever You Like la...

Sorry at all...

just be back friend...

W.Hoe , i know that you had hate me , right?

i know that you dont like my style...

ok la...

whatever you like...

i don't like to force any people to help me in anything...

Haizz...

another wrong i did it...

Ok , Y.Nie i know that you wont spend any money to buy present for me

Because Im ur elder brother so i must give you present...

However ...

Because i know you are trying to give up me ....

Whatever i did , the things wrong more....

W.Ai , what i say it , you wont believe

Because you never believe me...

However,

I had did all the wrong...

J.Wei , I know you won't be so silly to wait me , right?

I know that...

You wont believe me again after that...

Whatever You like ...

Thats your freedom...

i can't control it...

I know i had make the wrong choice...

However...

W.ying

I know you also hate me already ...

because i'm just a destroyer between your friendship....

the what i help to do it , the what i destroy it...

However...

i know that...

What i done , just a wrong to you all...

So,

Onwards today whatever you all did ...

just you all like ...

xXxXx(^.^)xXxXx

Remember that?

^^

Our Sweet Memory...

i still remember it...

do you Remember??

will you forget?

It Always in my mind~>.<

Three BoyZ...

so pity u a,Feng....

Hahahah^^

but we are so childish