The only one ...

Finally

i know who is really care me so much...

really thx ...

Actually , i don't hope this happen oso...
but all of u let me think back...
so i have no choice to choose it...
u want me to stop thinking this n look around it...
y?y i should do it?
a lot of choice for me?
no...no choice anymore...
u all let me had no choice...
i cant accept all of this happen...
i cant accept u all sad when i try my best to become happy...
i saw u all are sad than me...
i dunoe y...
but i can feel it at all...
i felt so regret...
i hate myself...
u say everything can settle if i want...
ya...that's rite...
but i had help u all settle a lot of things with acting nothing...
everytime,
when i saw all of u sad,
i will think the happiest time with all of u...
but however i try to think...
i feel wrong also...
i cant even let all of u happy n smile with sincere...
y?
everytime i ask myself...
what can i do to let u all smile?
but whatever i do it...u all juz smile fate...
i knew it...
then i ask myself again...
am i wrong??

i want u to be back urself...
i dont want u same as me...
i dun wan u to sad wif me...
i juz wan u to happy...
smile...
u wan me to be back myself??
can i ask u a ques?
y u want to beg a unworthy person ?
am i really so important??

u no nid to do anything...
i got think about positive...
but i knew that is not the real answer to u all..
friendship?
i knew it...
but i dunoe friendship is what inside the heart of u all...
if i leave ,
i won't be the destroyer...
b'coz this would let u all be better...
and all of u will be happy...
nothing will chg u all..
umm..
the memories we had together reali sweet ...
i remember it...
but is it others oso remember in their mind??

y u want to say sori?
u didnt do wrong...
y ?
y say sori?
laz time, u tell me not to say sori anymore...
this time not me....
is u say it....
i dunoe what can i do now......
i noe what u wan...
but
do you noe
what u want ,not means that everyone want??

if i back , everyone will promise me ??
what a joke?!
no more argue??
no more missunderstand??
no more hate??
no more sad??
no more tears??
plz dun say it so easy...
i think u noe what i'm saying...
from the 1st day i step in this class...
i oso juz hav some fren...
and i try to be fren wif all of u...
we ply...we help each other...we get scold by teacher...
all of us ....
we are good wif each other...
untill the laz day...
but i cant even imagine ...
the most worst thing i dun wan it to happen...
finally it had happen in my holiday...
it let me forever remember this holiday...
wont forget ...
it also let me hate this holiday so much oso....
i cant imagine that u all will chg it so faz in this holiday
ur sadness is in ur heart?
ya...i think so?
my sadness is in my shadow??
ya...
this let me think back the one post i write in my blog...
no one want to argue...
juz someone misunderstand ...
let me use argue to explain wat is true...


But now ,
i think i had to promise u...
and juz the last time ...
i back to you all....
you r the one who didnt give up me...
and the one who always cheer me up...
and the one call me dont do that
but ownself doing that ...
i really cant tolerate u...
however...
this juz what u want...
i'm back ...
and don't forget what u had promise ...
and u will let them promise it...
No more Sori,Su yinn