Are you?

To be or not to be.
I'm no longer that one to be =]
you are not here to do anything.
You can't be there to choose anymore.
Possibility of you to choose or not....
you are no longer having any choices there.
I'm here to join.
but being left out.
there is no longer anything to let you stay inside.
what you needed to do is ?
LEAVE? STAY?
Because of you?
NOPE!
no one will pity of you.
I'm not
I wasn't be that.
what you need is just leave and be one =]
Being in this group?
Why suffer to be that?
why needed to be that?
out of title? out of the group?
What you need?
Why make life getting tougher and harder?
Aren't you?
why make yourself so much stuff to think of?
why make yourself so annoy?
Why make yourself to be temper?
You don't need..
FLOW... =]

Trying hard to join into them.
What is the purpose?
Being kick out @ foul out by them?
I never feel good of that.
Ignorance by people doesn't make a people feel better.
By the way, how ? =]
You never know them anymore.
REMEMBER.
When a group of people hate you, you are no longer to change their mind anymore =]
Changing a person's lens to see how you behave isn't a easy job.
It's takes a period of time to build it up, but end up within a minutes.
Sincere, truth, honest.
Brought me into nothing.

Getting red card from group of people.
One by One.
It is how

you only knEw...

This feeling is sucks.
Predicting everything will be alright but it getting worst and worst.
Why?
Why is it?
anyone please tell me why?

Hoping everything is fine.
Hoping everything is smooth.
Hoping everything is done.
Hoping everything is okay.
BUT
I'm wrong!

Wishing. Praying. Hoping.
will only
Bringing. Getting. Giving.
a  disappointed.

Come on...
You Only Live Once!
Jive yourself up.
Where are you?
Why are you here?
How is everything go?
And finally...
When will you DECIDE your choice? =']

STAY @ LEAVE?
You stay for study or stay for group?
It's tough for you to being a K.U...
You doesn't the material to lead a big group.
You doesn't mean for everything.
You are still the little & tiny one.
But you did your best.
You are here to study for your future not them.
You are here to be not to do.

You leave because of friend or because of study?
It's better to leave and feel comfortable but don't you think you are escaping?
You only need time right?
yet, you didn't know where to start.
You just wan to lay down in the middle of the field and relax.
Sorry friends.
I doesn't want you all to worry me after these.

I'm alright.
I'm fine.
I'm okay.
I'm tough.
I'm strong.
I'm real.
I'm origin.
I'm nothing.
I'm considering it again & again. :')

*heavy heart*

Decision?

Why am I here so busy?
Why am I doing all stuff for them?
Why am I completing every stuff one by one?
Why am I here to study?
Is this suitable for me?
Should I consider again and again?
Should I give up?
Should I put down everything single stuff?

I feel to study.
I feel to do every works.
I feel to finish every stuff.
I don't want to be the last one.
I don't want to be empty.
I don't want to be the useless.
I don't want to give up.

In a big group,
I don't want to give up.
I don't want to emo.
I don't want to disappoint.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want to be alone so I do my best to join you all.
I try it again, again and again.
I don't want to lose any friends.
Gather up together doesn't easy.
Breaking up can be easy.

Sorry.
I don't know which is the right decision but I should have try this once.
I'm not in this group and the group might be better.
Leaving this group can help something then i'll do it.
So, we'll prove it out.
I don't want you all to worry so I decided to leave for a while.

I didn't know what can be real.
I didn't know what can be fake.
I only feel i'm not belong to.

Sorry Ching. Sorry Michael. Sorry Chan. Sorry Ming Shen. Sorry Anna. Sorry Juccy. Sorry Michelle. Sorry if my decision is wrong.
Btw, I'm not suit.

All the best to you all okay? =']