Decision?

Why am I here so busy?
Why am I doing all stuff for them?
Why am I completing every stuff one by one?
Why am I here to study?
Is this suitable for me?
Should I consider again and again?
Should I give up?
Should I put down everything single stuff?

I feel to study.
I feel to do every works.
I feel to finish every stuff.
I don't want to be the last one.
I don't want to be empty.
I don't want to be the useless.
I don't want to give up.

In a big group,
I don't want to give up.
I don't want to emo.
I don't want to disappoint.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want to be alone so I do my best to join you all.
I try it again, again and again.
I don't want to lose any friends.
Gather up together doesn't easy.
Breaking up can be easy.

Sorry.
I don't know which is the right decision but I should have try this once.
I'm not in this group and the group might be better.
Leaving this group can help something then i'll do it.
So, we'll prove it out.
I don't want you all to worry so I decided to leave for a while.

I didn't know what can be real.
I didn't know what can be fake.
I only feel i'm not belong to.

Sorry Ching. Sorry Michael. Sorry Chan. Sorry Ming Shen. Sorry Anna. Sorry Juccy. Sorry Michelle. Sorry if my decision is wrong.
Btw, I'm not suit.

All the best to you all okay? =']