Life is reality.

Once a group of 500 people were attending a seminar. Suddenly the speaker stopped and decided to do a group activity. He started giving each person a balloon. Each person was then asked to write their name on it using a marker pen. Then all the balloons were collected and put in another room.

The people were then let into that room and asked to find the balloon which had their name written on it within 5 minutes. Everyone was frantically searching for their name, colliding with each other, pushing around others and there was utter chaos.

At the end of 5 minutes no one could find their own balloon.
Then, the speaker asked each person to randomly collect a balloon and give it to the person whose name was written on it. Within minutes everyone had their own balloon.

The speaker then began, "This is happening in our lives. Everyone is frantically looking for happiness all around, not knowing where it is.

Our happiness lies in the happiness of other people. Give them their happiness; you will get your own happiness. And this is the purpose of human life...the pursuit of happiness."

MIXED

Nothing can describe the mixed feeling. It doesn't mean anything but it related to a lot of thing.
What make things become this? The girl? The lie? The sincere? The hide? The trust?
What between you all? Where is the brotherhood of man? Where is the friendship?

Things just came in so sudden and it knock me down.

Why? What's the problem now?

What is this? Anti? boycott?

The sudden change of point became an issue that involve a lot of people inside.
Why do you need to get in others into the issue?
Why do you want to hide the truth that you think inside your heart?
That is what you all really want to be?
and now, the thing go round by round and stop at the "standing up" part.
No one want to step the first step. So, that's the end?

Out of the sudden, I felt stressed in this semester. A lot of work coming in and a lot of stuff coming soon.

I don't know what can I do to be better. I don't know how to communicate with the juniors.

I don't know where to start. I don't know where to go.

It's like go into a map and run no where then Where is the end?

I admit that I knew the girl but I'm not falling in love with her.
I chat with her is for the purpose of friend or either to more further like low, tiffany or fong but not relationship.

No doubt, the girl is pretty so? 

What Su Yinn did is much more than others =)

She is always the one who more understand me than others. To replace her? No way =)

No matter what, I always try to hold everything up and be better.

Other than stuff I mentioned, there is still something that inside but I still can't get through it. HATE this feeling !!!!