Sunday, July 6, 2014

MIXED

Nothing can describe the mixed feeling. It doesn't mean anything but it related to a lot of thing.
What make things become this? The girl? The lie? The sincere? The hide? The trust?
What between you all? Where is the brotherhood of man? Where is the friendship?
Things just came in so sudden and it knock me down.
Why? What's the problem now?
What is this? Anti? boycott?
The sudden change of point became an issue that involve a lot of people inside.
Why do you need to get in others into the issue?
Why do you want to hide the truth that you think inside your heart?
That is what you all really want to be?
and now, the thing go round by round and stop at the "standing up" part.
No one want to step the first step. So, that's the end?

Out of the sudden, I felt stressed in this semester. A lot of work coming in and a lot of stuff coming soon.
I don't know what can I do to be better. I don't know how to communicate with the juniors.
I don't know where to start. I don't know where to go.
It's like go into a map and run no where then Where is the end?
I admit that I knew the girl but I'm not falling in love with her.
I chat with her is for the purpose of friend or either to more further like low, tiffany or fong but not relationship.
No doubt, the girl is pretty so? 
What Su Yinn did is much more than others =)
She is always the one who more understand me than others. To replace her? No way =)
No matter what, I always try to hold everything up and be better.
Other than stuff I mentioned, there is still something that inside but I still can't get through it. HATE this feeling !!!!

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