Sunday, April 17, 2011

Time for me wake up =)

"this night
i sit by myself
think a lot of thing
i dont know all my decision are right or wrong
i dont want to hurt anyone heart"

This how I know everything.
I understand what you really need.
You need a boy to accompany you.
He is better than me.
This is better then me, right?
It wasn't that bad.
It just pretending I'm a loser =)
I don't know how to appreciate it.
It's okay.
She get her own life,
she is happy.
That is enough for me.
I don't really mind who she with actually.
That is her choice.
She think she is right.
Then, that is. =)

"i dont know the reason why
i still feel hurt when he talk those thing to me
i still feel extreme happy when i chat with him
Sorry . . i just dont know how to forget"

This is not meaning a person.
There are two boys involve.
the hurt one maybe is me,
the another one is shee =)
It's doesn't matter.
She ady forget everything when he is accompanying her.
That's her medicine.
He can change tuition to acc her.
That's what they are.
She is happy,
so I'm okay. x)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

指望

怕不怕被拒绝
怕不怕被省略
你怕不怕被沦落在宿命中妥协
当真爱宣告从缺
骄傲的玫瑰正一片一片枯萎
尽管你抱歉,忏悔
真心一旦坠跌就不能飞
别指望我谅解
别指望我体会
爱不是点头就能挽回
快乐或伤悲没什么分别
心碎到终点会迎刃而解
别指望我谅解
别指望我体会
爱不是注定要填你的缺
太多的是非
来不及杜绝
更不想依恋这残缺的美
残缺的迂回

x') =')
快乐或伤悲没有什么分别

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Sincere before believe? OR Lie is lie ? ='D

"that there are many truths,
and they all point to one source - God.
Do not spend energy arguing whose truth is righter,
just like all life springs forth from one source,
so are all truths but a reflection of God.
Accept another truth as another way of loving God."

Words?
The words?
The words you say to me?
Do you remember the words you say to me?
Do you really remember what the words you say to me?
Do you really still remember what are the words you say it to me as you told me that sincere than you're heart?

The words are easy to say but hardly to do it.
Am I right?

How could it be?
That should ask yourself one more time sincere =')
That what you told me once ='D

"If you ever love somebody put your hands up!"(JUST A DREAM)
There is always more than one choice...
That the only thing I Know =)
The boy, here the chance to take care her...
cherish it... =')

To be continue.......

Thursday, March 31, 2011

FLYING WITHOUT WINGS

Everybody’s looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangers places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the faces of their children
Some find it in their lovers eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you find that special thing
You’re flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You find it in the deepest friendships
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings
So impossible as it may seem
You’ve got to fight for every dream
’Cause who’s to know
Which one you let go
Would have made you complete
Well for me it’s waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place
It’s little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Where should i be? =')

Congratz~
You're in a relationship...
Finally,
You accept x)
You get what you need actually...
you have your right to accept...
You're right =)
you get boy and boy to near now...
Your more attract than last time,
boys being crazy to you.
What should I do?
Take chance to back?
How should I?
Try to get back now?
Don't know ..

What should be now?
smile?
tears?
angry?
quiet?
There still chances .
but there is not for me now...
How much reason give me to back to you...
ten? hundred?thousand?million?billion?
I think there is more than that but
I don't even heard that word from you.
I never know why.

I'm kinda lost from here?
I'm kinda smile everyday?
there is always two choices.

I don't know where i am.
Where should I be?

I'm going down, down down x'D
haha...
They always the best fren for you ...

Close up my eyes,
10.07
you never look me as a fren as you say.
Are you? =']

Thursday, March 24, 2011

That is HAPPY?

That happy is happy?
Or
That just a cover?

Maybe I'm wrong on telling out again =')
No choice.
I should do what am I now.
No matter that's hurt or nothing,
I have to remain.
As long as she having boy chase,
I can't go in her world anymore =)
Y.H , Wyn...Keep it up.
I don't need explain.
That's your future.
Your life.
Your happiness. =)

Just go on your way.
M.A.D

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Who care ?!

I am human-being too.
what should have,
I have it.
Emotion.
Attitude.

Here is the title.
"Who care?!"
What am I trying to tell?
Know it?
that's good.
Yup.
I'm not that good.
Who care?!
I'm trying to change myself.
who care?!
I'm trying to be more caring.
Who care?!
I'm trying to get you believe me when we are in a relationship.
Who care?!
I'm trying to be more tough enough when I'm letting go you the 2nd time last year.
Who care?!
I'm trying to smile to everyone but
Who care?!

This what reaction get from my friends around =')
Who care?!
I'm not the only one x')

Girl,
Now I am going to tell you smtg.
The time we together are memorable.
The time we together are sweet.
The time we together are happy.
The time we together are pretty awesome.
BUT
Do you know what hurt us the most?
between us,
there is less of TRUST.
We can't trust each other.
We can endure each other.
I'm hot-tempeted, you're missy.
We are in not same world?
I duno.
Everytime, we quarrel.
I ask myself.
What I did wrong again?
I just can tell myself:
"Wei, you think too much again."
Yes, I'm thinking that much everytime.
At last,
until the day of the end.
Between us,
TRUST disappear.
Everyone will think that SHE is the 3rd so i leave you.
But they don't know there is a 2nd HE in between.

Girl, sorry.
HE should be a secret for you.
I just can tell you.
HE is around us.
HE say HE will take care you more than me.
HE will be the best for you.

After the end of us,
Who care who I am without her.
Actually,
I know it.
After this end,
Your friend will no longer look me as friend.
I understand but how am I going to react?
I smile to them but what I get?
Girl, I know you know what I mean =')
I'm everyday happy?
Do you think so?
I'm happy because SHE is accompanying me as your blog written?
Do you think that's the truth?

Girl,
Your heart is with you.
You know what you need it.
You understand which boy you need now.
You know who I mean too.
I don't wanna to hurt you more.
I don't want you to tears.

lastly,
Girl sorry that I love you.
Now,
It's time for me to let go you.
There is nothing memorable between us as you say once.
You understand too.
The secret can be secret or the secret of secret =')
that's all I want you to know ='D
Be back yourself~
HE or the one is waiting for you :'D