Time for me wake up =)

"this night

i sit by myself

think a lot of thing

i dont know all my decision are right or wrong

i dont want to hurt anyone heart"

This how I know everything.

I understand what you really need.

You need a boy to accompany you.

He is better than me.

This is better then me, right?

It wasn't that bad.

It just pretending I'm a loser =)

I don't know how to appreciate it.

It's okay.

She get her own life,

she is happy.

That is enough for me.

I don't really mind who she with actually.

That is her choice.

She think she is right.

Then, that is. =)

"i dont know the reason why

i still feel hurt when he talk those thing to me

i still feel extreme happy when i chat with him

Sorry . . i just dont know how to forget"

This is not meaning a person.

There are two boys involve.

the hurt one maybe is me,

the another one is shee =)

It's doesn't matter.

She ady forget everything when he is accompanying her.

That's her medicine.

He can change tuition to acc her.

That's what they are.

She is happy,

so I'm okay. x)