I'm trying to tell everyone I'm growth =]

Actually,
this few weeks I'm trying to let myself control every situation.
I don't mean to be rude to anyone.

I'm just trying to let it go every thing as usual.

To let everyone believe me,

I know i had to be better than last.

I try to endure everything that I can't endure.

Actually,

It seems like acting, right?

yuppy~ It is.

But,

attitude come 1st.

I have to change myself to be strong.

No one know how much you do when you trying to growth.

No one know how much had gone when you trying to pretend.

Endure can be a such good things.

but is has limit.

By the way,

letting go, it help me to release all my wound.

I cry to heal my wound.

How much tears in this month.

Not more than 4 times, I cry.

hahaha~

Actually, maybe I can say I'm stupid.

I'm not that good for her but he is that best for her xD

Don't know...She looked so happy & feel joy everyday.

As long as she not suffer as we together last time then it's okay for her in everything x)

Oh ya~

Girl, as you know every human being will drink vinegar.

So, just don't treat me as good as you wish to.

It may occurs a lot of impossible things to be possible.

Everyone got feelings and the other reason is I'm your X before.

So, just let your wall build back x')

Next, next,next!! xD

To growth,

how much i done??

Don't know~

How much my friends know??

No at all +_+

Nothing special for them, that's just my life.

Maybe,

I should let myself to lead xD

Time to study hard for the coming test.

Time to beat down you all.

Time to shine my result out now. xD

Hope the "F"eilou won't find me ba xP

To growth, learn to forgive xD