you only knEw...

This feeling is sucks.
Predicting everything will be alright but it getting worst and worst.
Why?
Why is it?
anyone please tell me why?

Hoping everything is fine.
Hoping everything is smooth.
Hoping everything is done.
Hoping everything is okay.
BUT
I'm wrong!

Wishing. Praying. Hoping.
will only
Bringing. Getting. Giving.
a  disappointed.

Come on...
You Only Live Once!
Jive yourself up.
Where are you?
Why are you here?
How is everything go?
And finally...
When will you DECIDE your choice? =']

STAY @ LEAVE?
You stay for study or stay for group?
It's tough for you to being a K.U...
You doesn't the material to lead a big group.
You doesn't mean for everything.
You are still the little & tiny one.
But you did your best.
You are here to study for your future not them.
You are here to be not to do.

You leave because of friend or because of study?
It's better to leave and feel comfortable but don't you think you are escaping?
You only need time right?
yet, you didn't know where to start.
You just wan to lay down in the middle of the field and relax.
Sorry friends.
I doesn't want you all to worry me after these.

I'm alright.
I'm fine.
I'm okay.
I'm tough.
I'm strong.
I'm real.
I'm origin.
I'm nothing.
I'm considering it again & again. :')

*heavy heart*